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| To the two women I love in the world more than anyone else (besides my mama):
I know I can be fucked up. Actually, I'd admit, that sometimes I like being fucked up. Sometimes I like being the only one willing to say what everyone else is thinking. If I don't like something or someone, I'll say it. But I'll never hurt any of my friends willingly, and I know that both of you guys know that. I'm sorry to both of you guys, and you know it.
But, I guess the only thing I didn't like was the not telling me part. And I guess that upset me because the reason for not coming to me was the presumption that I wasn't going to change.You know you guys could have came to me any time with a problem. I know I'm at fault, just call me on it. It's not impossible for me to change. I'm not just a little kid who goes around trying to ruin everyone's day and nothing's going to change that. If there's something I'm doing that's hurting my friends, I'd do something about it. Cause I'll die for my friends, and you both know that. And I'd admit, if it were any two other women on Earth, I would probaly not even think twice about what they had to say and forget about it as soon as it left their lips, but you guys are my homegirls who became the sisters I never had.
And I'd admit, I do miss hanging out with you guys tremendously. But, thanks for telling me why I never hear from you guys.
-I love both of you, and there's absolutely nothing you can do about it. Rod.
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| New Years is coming up and I'm for damn sure am going to have a great fucking time sending 2006 off. 2006 was a great year for I: Best year of school, best summer I ever had, a lot of first time experiences I will never forget, and a lot of times I would not trade for the world. Here's to 2007! MAY IT BE EVEN FUCKING BETTER!!! *tips glass*
RESOLUTIONS?!:
1. Trust people more
2. Take even more risks
3. Be more giving
4. Know when to walk away
5. Get atleast one A in a class
6. Decide whole-heartedly what I want to do with my life
7. Keep working hard
8. Spend more time with the family
9. Try to not spend money on things you don't need
10. Open up
11. Don't judge too quickly
12. ...But know when to just let a bitch be a bitch
13. Stay faithful
14. Don't take the people in your life for granted
16. Don't lost heart in any situation
17. Love more
And let's end this off with a quote:
Good friends we have/
Oh, good friends we've lost/
Along the way/
In this great future/
You cant forget your past/
So dry your tears, I say/
"I've become much too good at being invincible
I'm an expert at play it safe, and keep it cool
But I swear this isn't who I'm meant to be
I refuse to let my life roll all over me..."
-Let me Fall, by Bethany Joy Lenz
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| Life is extremely bittersweet.
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| Rock the Bells Festival=GREATNESS
-We were no more than 30 feet away from the artists
-Stood for 15 hours straight with no food or bathroom breaks
-Survived by having a waterbottle refilled by guys with waterhoses
-Saw great performers
-MC Supernatural broke the Guiness world record for the longest freestyle (Old record was 8 hours and something, his freestyle was 9 hours and a few minutes.)
-Feet hurt like fuck
-Wu-Tang KILLED it. Great shit.
-Ken got socked in the face by Method Man
-Steve-o from Jackass almost got his ass whooped by Ghostface and Raekwon for disrespecting ODB and ODB's mama.
-Got home safely (Thank God)
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| "Summa nights and neighborhood fights/
Kids hittin switches at stop lights (I remember)/
Tricked out bikes, hangin tight/
We had to be home by the street lights (I remember)/
Summah nights, it'll all go right/
We're doing wrong, and now those days are gone"
Great weekend. Chillin with small groups is sometimes better than big
ass parties. It's more intimate. Like on Friday. A lil surpise party
for both jason and katrina. Didn't do much, but still had fun. On
saturday, stole some food, hung out with val for awhile, then picked up
Jhoel and we hung out with a few friends from the old neighborhood,
Oliver and Jason. Didn't do nothing at all, but it's always good to
spend time with friends you thought you lost. And to have that time be
a little reminder of how they'll always be there for ya. It's good to
have things you can rely on. It's hard to find a lot of things that
are, so that's why I try to be someone you can count on and that's why
I cherish those that are.
"I have my moments."
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